I am a jump in with both feet kind of person. I can't commit only half of myself to anything. I am either really passionate about it and fully give myself to the task at hand or I could care less. All through high school nothing about what I was doing there interested me, so I only did as much as I needed to, and hardly that much, and I squeaked to the finish line. In college I was finally where I belonged, with people who were just like me and I was taking classes that I could take over and over again to learn every bit of information. I was in my zone and the work I did there proved it.
Now that I am "all grown up" I no longer have the steady schedule of what classes I need to take to get me to where I want to go. There is no longer a road map to the destination. I have a job that is exactly what I need for my career right now and growing in this position will take time, I understand. But, I feel like I am missing that checklist to accomplish where I know where it will end.
Being an adult is so open ended. And it's terrifying and exhilarating that I get to fill that blank canvas with a million things of whatever I want.
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